Sometimes i wonderrr,

why im never good enough.

like seriously. im not on here for you to have sympathy for me or to just get attention. im here to get my feelings out because im hardly ever on so no one ever reads this but me, which pleases me.

so, back to the main question. Why am i never good enough?
Well ive made a list of what doesnt qualify me as good enough and this is what ive heard & what i think.

-never do anything
-always to busy to help around the house
-never do anything but help around the house
-too busy with friends
-"Dont you have any friends?!"
-Too lazy
-Calm down amber.
-Too loud.
-Why the hell are you so quiet?
-I never see you eat amber!
-Why are you always eating?
-Get off that damn phone
-Why do you never have your phone on you?
-Are you listening to me!?

Yes. i am and im remembering more than you think.



Heres another question for you bloggerrs.
Why is it that i remember more of the bad then good?